Listen, I’m done being patient with you. You’re a stupid fucking bitch and you need to get with the program. I have no more patience left for your games or your ignorance or your stupidity or your selfishness.
I don’t care what you think anymore or who you think is going to “protect” you. Go ahead and try to get a protection order you dumb bitch. You gave birth to a child for purely selfish reasons. You wanted to get some sort of resolution for your ex taking off with the baby that you both planned to raise, you wanted to have the easy life and have an excuse for why everybody should give you free shit, you wanted a fucking toy to show off to others, you wanted to have control over another human being by using a human child as a hostage.
You are disgusting and I feel sick to my stomach every time I think of you. And I think about it every day. Everything you are doing is wrong. Your life right now is a lie and your life always will be a lie. Nothing can change that.
There really aren’t many other words available to describe the filth and the trash that you will always be. I wanted to hope for better from you but I realize that even with professional help you will never recover. Your mind and soul are lost to the world because you sold them for a chance to let everyone else in your life provide for you and take care of you because it’s true, you are disabled. You’re a retard and nowhere close to being human. You gave up being human a long time ago when you decided you would rather be molested so you could get sympathy from others.
I don’t care anymore, I know you’re never going to change and you will always be a dumb cunt. You will never progress in life, you will never learn anything new, you will never be able to provide or or be there for another human being.
The only way you or anyone else is going to keep my daughter from having me as a father is if I am dead. So get to it. Give me your best shot. I want to see how dedicated to evil you are. How far you are willing to go in order to deny our daughter some basic human rights. She has a father who actually wants to be there and can actually provide for her. Except in your selfish delusions, you think that keeping her from her dad is the only way you can keep your paycheck which is the sympathy of others that you gather by lying to them.
Nothing will stop me from seeing her. As much as you disgust me, I will have nothing to say to you unless you can learn how to be human again. I don’t care for you and you are not worth my time to even argue with. You don’t even understand rational thought. So make up whatever excuses you want. I never have and I never will lay a finger on you and as much as I want to raise my voice at you now I realize it falls on deaf ears.
I *will* be a part of our daughter’s life and that is final. There is nothing you can do or say to keep us apart. I will follow her to the ends of the earth. I will raise her to respect and love you despite your mental handicap and you will have to decide if you want to be a part of that or not.
If you are not forthcoming with any information as to your whereabouts or what is going on, I will have to take it upon myself to find out on my own.